MY VIEW WITH GOD
Just a few thoughts from my neverending brain.
This world is not my own. I have struggled to find my voice, my place and my peace.
I spend days with people who laugh at me, criticize me and Absolutely love me. I cry in silence still thinking that I am not good enough, and I am not appreciated. I still hear people say that I don’t know what I’m doing. It hurts but I know it’s not true. I’ve worked hard to get to this point in my life, and I will keep moving forward! Forward with God.
While far more people love me than I will ever realize, I let the ones who laugh at me and criticize me get to me the most….not anymore. I have chosen a path that allows me to be me. I have chosen to focus on God and how he is directing my next chapter.
God has allowed me to heal the hurt. He has shown me that I am bigger than anyone’s opinion and laughter. As I continue to heal from some issues that still trigger me, he has shown me that I belong, and I can do what he is directing me to do.He has taught me that regardless of how much it hurts I still need to use my voice and tell the world my story. I need be strong.I need to learn to let it go and lean on him. Because without him I am nothing.
I am a mom on a mission. I have learned so much but kept so much to myself. This is about to change my life. I am learning to be a better speaker and advocate. I have three boys, an amazing husband and the most awesome friends who have taught me to use my voice while grounding myself in the word of God!!
I’m excited about the next chapter in my life!! I have so much to be thankful for and would love to have you all along for one amazing ride!!
Looking forward to my future endeavors!! Stay tuned!!